My dad died four years ago today. This is a piece from a series I was working on back then. This quote is also a nod to trusting God's calculations.
"Beautiful is the moment in which we understand that we are no more than an instrument of God: we live only as long as God wants us to live: we can do only as much as God makes us able to do; we are only as intelligent as God would have us be."
Archbishop Oscar Romero, from his last homiily, March23, 1980